I've taken myself off of ALL medications. Which I thought was good, but I'm starting to realize wasn't really. Turns out I didn't overcome my depression; the drugs did. But the anxiety has been really bearable. I have been having some difficulties, but I have to keep reminding myself of the good things that have been going on. Oh! You want to hear the good? Segwaaaaaaaay!
So, I just had a surfing lesson, and guess what?!!? I'm actually pretty darn good at it! Yeah, the only problem is the paddling. My arms aren't sore, but they should be! I had a lovely Christmas, and got these awesome headphones and a new celly! Cha-ching!!! Austin has been healthy, and I have, too. Which is a real shocker. I spent most of the semester sick. Hey, maybe all I needed were the healing Hawaiian waters!!!
But, there has been some bad. People coming in and out of my life is hard for me. I always get super attached. Well, that's been a bad idea. I also hate being away from my boyfriend. It causes issues. My roommates and I don't get along, and they decided to move out. I don't really know if that's a good or a bad thing, though. I'm all about learning adult lessons and trying not to run from the problem. But at least I'll have a clean house! I love clean houses!
Well, I have a house to clean. And I need to start packing up my toys! I have to go! Be back soon!
Love,
Whitney and the ever faithful Austin
